Don't block me out.
There's a reason why I'm here. Take advantage of it.
I should be helping make your problems disappear.
Don't push me away.
You're only hurting us both.
It's not like I don't understand things that are going on around you and me.
Don't ignore me.
Talk to me. I can help.
If I can't, I'll be pretty damn sure I'll try my best.
I go to you. Why can't you go to me ?
I don't want him to know that I'm struggling. I want him to know that I'm strong, and getting stronger.
But it's hard to when the only lifeline I have with him are direct messages on Twitter.
The only time I can see him on skype is at night, for approximately 15 minutes or less.
We've went from coming home from school, and always skyping until we fall alseep around midnight.
I wish I could take back all those times I ended call on him. I wish I knew then that this would happen, so I wouldn't have stopped out video call.
I wish that I knew I'd have to wait so long for his messages when I kept ignoring him.
I'm controlling my patience because I don't want him to struggle with me. He's already struggling with his own problems, and I don't want to add mine.
I need to be strong for me. I need to be strong for him. He needs me, and I need to be there for him.
I'm used to being the guy in this relationship. It's time I took advantage of this role, and make use of it. I need to be there for my boy.
Don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head.
I miss you .
I've never liked my body.
There has always been something wrong.
My arms, my tummy, my legs.
It's probably just because I know how to make my body look good, but once the skin is all out, the terror comes through.
This shall be the beginning of something new. I promise.
I'm unstable, but I'm managing.
I think I'm taking this all pretty well. The whole text 24/7 sorta thing.
Time is still needed to switch over to the phone thing, but hey, at least there's still contact somehow.
It's just hard to run to someone who isn't really there.
Or to fall into hands that are just an illusion.
It's hard to help me when you don't know what's going on .
You are seriously a closed minded, selfish, unreasonable person.
I don't know how this will work in the future. You are horrible.
I wish you didn't do it. I wish I was better, so I wouldn't have pushed you into doing that.
I am taken as the possible regret.
I am the one who has changed into the selfish person who keeps on taking, so the person who keeps on giving.
I am the crazy one who was fooled, is fooled, and will be fooled.
I am the one who craves the past back, just to turn things around.
I am the one who has lost the complete innocence of love.
He is the love.
He made me believe in miracles.
He is my miracle.
He fooled me.
He made me realize to never expect from anyone.
He made me think I knew him.
He proved me wrong.
She is his dream.
She has always been a choice.
She became the bate of my nightmares.
She took him once I lost him.
She will always be in his heart.
Once a girl loves a guy, it's really hard to not forgive him. No matter what he does.
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