Falling Action ~

But it's hard to when the only lifeline I have with him are direct messages on Twitter.

The only time I can see him on skype is at night, for approximately 15 minutes or less.

We've went from coming home from school, and always skyping until we fall alseep around midnight.

I wish I could take back all those times I ended call on him. I wish I knew then that this would happen, so I wouldn't have stopped out video call.

I wish that I knew I'd have to wait so long for his messages when I kept ignoring him.

I'm controlling my patience because I don't want him to struggle with me. He's already struggling with his own problems, and I don't want to add mine.

I need to be strong for me. I need to be strong for him. He needs me, and I need to be there for him.

I'm used to being the guy in this relationship. It's time I took advantage of this role, and make use of it. I need to be there for my boy.